How could I hate you while you are part of my soul?
How could I forget you while you are the rust memory in my brain?
No body knows that I froze here
Waiting for you in the frozen of time which in every minute could kill me
How could I tell you? Then you are not here, I can’t see you
Lost no direction
Lifting me in yearning
I can’t hate you
Even sometimes I lie to every people
That you’ve been lost in my heart
Whereas I just want to hear you to say
“ I love you” But you never say it
I’m crying in this crazy feeling
Waiting for you such a long time, looking for you
Finally I found you,
Just in a while I can see you
Then I lost you again.. for twice…
And waiting for you again….
Many boys come to me …
Some how, I cry a lot disappointed
Because it’s not you my first love
Am I surely crazy for this reason?
And I want to kill you in my heart and hate you forever….
by: Fera Komalasari